Well, this weekend was productive to say the most. Friday, I gave blood(Fed the Vampires). I did ok, no passing out or anything, a little dizzy walking home, but I had Suzanne with me so if I had fallen I would have been ok. After that I took a nap and then went over to the Foster's for dinner and a movie with some other RUF girls. That was so fun, we watched How to lose a guy in 10 days. Good movie and good group of girls. I got up at 9 today! Amazing! Suzanne and I cleaned up the room a little, so it looks descent now, which is nice. I dusted! YAY! I actually attempted to do some homework. I ended up sleeping, I woke up around 6:40, I have no idea why I was that tired but I slept. So that means there is going to be no sleep for me tonight. Maybe I'll actually go swimming, like I've been going to for the past three weeks. But I'm thinking that I definitely have to get out of this room before I go nuts.
I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
So many things that could've been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregard
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them