Maybe I've been the problem Maybe I'm the one to blame But even when I turn it off and blame myself The outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy Maybe I'm the chance of rain And maybe I'm overcast And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinking 'bout everyone, Everyone you looks so lonely But when I look at the stars When I look at the stars When I look at the stars, I see someone else When I look at the stars The stars, I feel like myself
Stars looking at a planet Watching entropy and pain And maybe to start to wonder How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of resistance Of a hope beyond my own And suddenly the infinite and penitent Begin to look like home
I've been thinking about everyone Everyone you looks so empty But when I look at the stars When I look at the stars When I look at the stars, I see someone else When I look at the stars The stars, I feel like myself. Yeah!
Everyone, Everyone feels so lonely Everyone, yeah everyone feels so empty When I look at the stars When I look at the stars When I look at the stars, I feel like myself When I look at the stars The stars, I see someone...
~Switchfoot

When I close my eyes to this paradox place
I'll fly away, far away from here
I'll get away and dream, dream of you

When it's all said and done
And the night has come
I'll disappear, take flight on the wind of wishing you were here
Fading light, like a star whose life has been gone for years

And I'll fly, fly across the sky
And I'll leave, I'll leave it all behind
If you'll be here, here with me tonight
I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine
~Mae

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PostSecret

PostSecret


I thought this blog was really interesting and I love the concept. What is your deepest darkest secret? oh and there is a song called "Dirty Little Secret" by The All American Rejects that uses this project, in their music video. Check it out, and maybe some day I'll see your post card up there.

MI15M

Some Gothic Little Chapel

CHRISTINE: Raoul, please don’t make me do this. He’s probably just going to kidnap me again and besides, your plan really sucks.

RAOUL: IT DOES NOT!

CHRISTINE: And if he kidnaps me again, I’m going to be stuck down there forever… getting sexed up until the end of time, or until one of us dies from the massive amounts of constant, 24-7, day-and-night sexing.

RAOUL: He’ll probably make you sing, too.

CHRISTINE: So… what time does the show start?


She is good! check out some of the other movies she does at Movies in 15 Minutes

Shadows

When I got home last night I still felt antsy, so I grabbed my CD player and Walked over to War Memorial. There is a very nice flat space in the front that is ideal for random dancing. I had just made a CD that had some songs that I like to dance to so I had that with me. When I got there I was surprised to find it completely deserted(its usually a make out spot). That made me happy. I started dancing, just random movements that sometimes went with the beat. It felt so good, but I'm sure it looked weird. I eventually attracted some attention. A guy that was walking by stopped to watch, but moved on pretty quickly, at least he moved to the Drill field below me. He stood there for maybe half an hour, but he's back was to me so he couldn't be watching me. I was having a great time, working up a sweat and working out the stress of the week, so I didn't really mind him to much. Eventually I realized that he could see my shadow on the grass in front of the Memorial. . . If he was looking. So I actually did have an audience. I appreciate the fact that he gave me the privacy that he did, I didn't really notice he was there, which wouldn't have been the case if he had been standing on War with me. Unfortunately eventually some less considerate guys took over the Memorial and I went home, completely satisfied and tired. My audience had left a little before me so I wasn't worried about him following me home. I would like to make a tradition of going to War for a dance on Fridays, its a good way to work out the stress of the week, but I think I'm gonna have to get one of the guys to go with me next time. Just for protection. I don't think he ever really saw me dancing, just my shadow moving across the lawn. That's all I was to him or anyone else watching from the field, a dancing shadow. I like that idea.

Sweetness! my feet are so grossly dirty they look tan! haha Yuck. . . I guess that means I need to wash them.
If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
I really like this song. . . Its by Lamb.

anyway I'm really random right now. so I'll stop.

Ok so I stole this from Kathleen, who stole it from Danielle. SO its been around the block a few times. oh and these are in no particular order.
What I love:
Getting woken up in the morning for school by my dad rubbing my back. one of the best ways to wake up.
Singing my heart out, whether in the shower, or when I have a sinus infection and a sore throat and have to sing for a concert. that was awesome.
dancing
hanging out with my friends
The Beach, swimming, just hanging out playing beach games
seeing a really good friend after years and years.
Staying up all night, even though I have a class in the morning
Sleeping over
Waking up early enough to see the moon set and the sunrise
sunsets
cd mixes from friends
making cd mixes for friends
the 5 50
thrift stores
real hugs
kisses
the color red
singing with my windows down and the radio blasting
Thunderstorms in candle light
soccer
Random music stuck in my head that makes me smile
Retreat, and CWSC
massages(giving and getting)
looking at the clouds and making random shapes out of them
breakfast at IHOP
finding money in your pocket
daisies.
the color blue.
mexico.
When your friends tell you they miss you
bubble baths
finding clothes for really cheap
messages people leave while Im away
the smell of Florida
losing your stomach on a rollercoaster
looking at the world through an airplane window
earrings
sleeping in
my blanket
my teddy bear
falling asleep on my rug
Cat piles on the couch
Cuddling
knowing that no matter what he'll always be my friend
crying and laughing at the same time
writting poetry
being loved by the most amazing people
ok, I think thats about it, I can't think of much more
Love you all!